WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER!

So I had my doctors appointment for my little tadpole in my tummy this morning. So I get the first appointment so I don't have to wait right. I get in there and somehow the person after me gets into the room first. So the doctor sees her first. So I end up waiting in the room for at least 30 minutes. Then the doctor comes in finally and is in there for a total of 5 minutes. He hears the heart beat and then leaves. Not that I expect much, this is my fifth child, but still a little more than that would of been nice. So a total of 45 minutes waiting and I see the doctor for 5 minutes. WOW! I want to know how much I will be paying for that Five minutes. But still, I heard the little heart beat and that makes it all worth it. Hopefully I am almost over the sickness, we will have to see.